Daniel Nepveux
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Back Home and Loving Symptoms of Schizoaffective Disorder! 🫡
BOB
I can feel my bones vibrate in the echoing silence
A sickly violence just under the skin that shimmers the flesh with blades of broken spines
Pierced holes that bleed the purest of wines
Drink me, thee horned shadows
Packs of panting devils
Lay me at the feet of thine Cloven-Swine
Hey, Hi, and Hello, Everybody 💚
So I'm back home...again...from hospital...finally.
I'm honestly exhausted from the usual several days of no sleep, but I wanted to do a quick video to say hello and let y'all know I'd made it home safe.
I'm sorry if I've mispronounced several words in this video and seem off; new meds and zero sleep are causing havoc, lol 😂.
But I love y'all, and thank y'all, with all my heart, for sticking with me through everything; each of you is amazing.
🫂💜🫂💜🫂
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Відео

Acute Insomnia Screwing with Mental Health
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When you're already dealing with an intense and debilitating mental health illness and your brain/body suddenly decides to throw gasoline on the fire by depriving you of even one minute of sleep for 190 straight hours....well...things get ugly and bad real freaking quick. I recently dealt with such a scenario, and its ill effects, for several weeks. I TRIED to chronicle SOME of the experience, ...
A Moment of Full Psychosis and Bouncing Back
Переглядів 4,9 тис.2 місяці тому
.Hey, Hi, and Hello Dear Friends This is a quick update video of my crash and having to go to the hospital for a mental reset. Also included is me reminding myself that I'm still winning, damnit, lol. And then at the end I play some harmonica over happy stuff…so Yaaaayyy, 🫡💚😂 Thank y'all SO SO SO much for sticking by me and watching these silly videos that seem to have no rhyme or reason to the...
Coma Hallucinations Followed Me Into Real Life
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Coma Hallucinations become real in real life. They had never existed until I had been put into that three week coma. They intensify during my post ICU psychosis period. Now, usually in normal life, I do not see these very violent hallucinations. But because I have had no sleep for 130 hours, I believe that is contributing to my mental state breaking down pretty quickly.
Mundane life of physical and mental health crap.
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An Ode to the mundane life of often hating life. A short video on the disruptions caused even when dealing with simple no sleep at all and hallucinations. It's not much fun till the very end, but I promise if you watch it, you'll judge me too, lol. Don't worry...no poems this time 😉
'Their Ghostly Dance' Poetry Video Reading
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Hey, Hi, and Hello Y'all, 🫡💜 I hope everyone is kicking today's a as best they can. This is a poem that will be showing up in my second book, and although I've shared this poem before, I'm doing so again (albeit with a new video reading though) because I guess I'm just particularly proud of this one...even though it's short and easy, lol; but not everything has to be Shakespeare, right? Anyhow,...
True Joy Update Damnit!
Переглядів 25 тис.9 місяців тому
Hey, Hi, and Hello There Bad-Ass Wonderful Friends ❤️‍🩹💖💜, I hope y'all had an Awesome-Sauced Halloween Evening and that everyone got to experience at least one incredible spooky experience 💚☠️💚 I personally love to habit-watch 'Hocus Pocus' and 'Ernest Scared Stupid' every single Halloween that I can 🦇🎃. Anywhooo…so I'm back today with some ACTUAL wonderful-news updates, good ol' fashioned fun...
Crisis + Crisis + Fun
Переглядів 4,7 тис.9 місяців тому
Fast buzz-by moment in the beginning…but basically I've finished up trouble with my physical health but then went into a mental health crisis center. I rolled up ready for 7-9 days…I would instead get 14 full days, for differing reasons we will discuss later. But whilst there I met another Mr. Chris interviewe' named Jason, and we'll leave it there there for now. But what I want to truly focus ...
Blood Clots Help Me Smile/Requested Update from Beautiful People
Переглядів 7 тис.10 місяців тому
Hello There and Good Afternoon to All of You Beautiful Friends 💖🫂💜🫂💚🫂 Firstly, please allow me to thank you, from the deepest dwellings of my heart and soul, for helping support this current medical crisis. I know so many of you have been asking for an update, and I apologize for taking a bit to do so, but the situation was so unstable and CONSTANTLY changing that it has taken a bit to understa...
Doing Better Mentally / Doing Quite Bad Orally /Update Time
Переглядів 11 тис.10 місяців тому
Hello There Again Friends, Firstly I want to thank everyone here for the incredible love, support, and help that y'all have shown me and thrown my way. It's a bad time and things have been difficult, but thank to all of y'all I WAS able to get in and get some big work done on the osteomyelitis infection. Unfortunately though, the damage done was more extensive than they had hoped. They did ever...
We are not brave just by living with illnesses. One must choose courage/ Schizoaffective Disorder
Переглядів 13 тис.11 місяців тому
Hey, Hi, and good day, you Good People 💚🫂💜. This I an update video whilst also a conversation about some important points I've been wanting to make. This video covers what I think bravery really is, how we each should take responsibility for how we treat the world, and a few other topics. I hope that I don't upset or offend anyone. And I once more want to thank y'all for the INCREDIBLE love and...
My Nightmare Comatose Hallucination read in Poetry-Schizoaffective Disorder Life
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Good Afternoon Sweet Friends, I pulled an all-nighter once again, but at least this time I was productive. Yesterday, after writing that first poem I was dealing with a lot of flashbacks to past Nightmare-Hallucinations. These are not normal hallucinations, nor are they normal nightmares; they are instead Hallucination-Nightmares I experienced while in medically induced comas, in particular the...
Mental and Physical Health updates from a Schizoaffective mind-Siezures during hallucinations
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TW- Pictures of injuries from a bad seizure episode included in video Hello and good afternoon dear friends, 💚🫂💖 Once again I apologize for my absence of late, but really there has not been too much to report…as I am in sort of a holding pattern. But I wanted to update y'all on what I can, and also swallow what little pride I don't even have left, by asking for assistance One Last Time concerni...
Schizoaffective Weird Insomnia Video. It's a bit odd.
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Please, someone come punch me in my silly Irish face and knock me out? Anybody? So as of the time of writing this I have been awake, solidly without break, for approximately 79 hours at this point; and symptoms are beginning to make their presence known. Quick warning....this video is weird...as you can see by the title. I'm not going to say what's in it, because I can't really explain my brain...
Checking in with y'all / Schizoaffective Disorder / Poetry and Harmonice
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Checking in with y'all / Schizoaffective Disorder / Poetry and Harmonice
Dark Rainbows
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Dark Rainbows
Going to mental hospital, seizures, and fighting for life/ Schizoaffective Disorder
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Going to mental hospital, seizures, and fighting for life/ Schizoaffective Disorder
Schizoaffective Disorder, a bridge, and emergency services. Then toss in some hallucinations for fun
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Schizoaffective Disorder, a bridge, and emergency services. Then toss in some hallucinations for fun
Dealing with Depression/Update on Mouth/Schizoaffective Disorder
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Dealing with Depression/Update on Mouth/Schizoaffective Disorder
Mental and Physical Health Changes From Prolonged Dental Disease / Schizoaffective Disorder
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Mental and Physical Health Changes From Prolonged Dental Disease / Schizoaffective Disorder
Dealing with Illness Guilt/Dental Update with Schizoaffective Disorder
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Dealing with Illness Guilt/Dental Update with Schizoaffective Disorder
Update on Dental Surgery; Schizoaffective Disorder and Our Physical Health
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Update on Dental Surgery; Schizoaffective Disorder and Our Physical Health
Update on a serious dental matter; physical health with Schizoaffective Disorder
Переглядів 10 тис.Рік тому
Update on a serious dental matter; physical health with Schizoaffective Disorder
Hello and Trouble Schizoaffective Disorder
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Hello and Trouble Schizoaffective Disorder
Reading of my Poem 'Original Sin' *Schitzoaffective Poetry*
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Reading of my Poem 'Original Sin' *Schitzoaffective Poetry*
Schitzoaffective Two Hospitalizations, Fears, And getting Help
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Schitzoaffective Two Hospitalizations, Fears, And getting Help
Where I've been / Schitzoaffective Difficulties, Covid, and Loss
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Where I've been / Schitzoaffective Difficulties, Covid, and Loss
Forced Psych-ward Committal and the HARSH Texas Mental Health Care Treatment Conditions
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Forced Psych-ward Committal and the HARSH Texas Mental Health Care Treatment Conditions
Veteran's Day Healthcare Experiences with Schitzoaffective Disorder
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Veteran's Day Healthcare Experiences with Schitzoaffective Disorder
Audio Reading of poem 'Winter Rainbows' schitzoaffective poetry
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Audio Reading of poem 'Winter Rainbows' schitzoaffective poetry

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  • @cocaisback2
    @cocaisback2 Годину тому

    💚💚💚

  • @tictactoedias1908
    @tictactoedias1908 23 години тому

    Daniel love your new look , you look like Kevin Cline ( movie star 🌟) ❤

  • @juliel9749
    @juliel9749 День тому

    hi Daniel, how are you? i miss your updates. i hope you are doing well 💌💌💌💌💌 be careful with the wasps ;) we love you

  • @user-zi3ps4fs3u
    @user-zi3ps4fs3u 2 дні тому

    Daniel hey 👋

  • @francysensunube
    @francysensunube 3 дні тому

    Love from Venezuela ❤ looking good

  • @bretvegan
    @bretvegan 3 дні тому

    Hey Daniel, just checking to see if you’re doing ok. I hope is well. Bret

  • @shilohivy4590
    @shilohivy4590 3 дні тому

    I feel for you Daniel. You are awesome.

  • @BigMountainSunshine
    @BigMountainSunshine 4 дні тому

    You're so great! Thanks for posting!

  • @NikitaSharma-bs4gg
    @NikitaSharma-bs4gg 5 днів тому

    Thanks for sharing your journey. Hatha Yoga helped healing in my life after difficult times. Hope you find the comfortable healing process/place for yourself and feel ease. keep sharing - appreciate it.

  • @iam_dannie
    @iam_dannie 6 днів тому

    It relieves me to see you smiling for a while. To see you enjoying the company of the little buddy and that he’s able to provide you some peace of mind and heart with his pure love. Love you Dan!!!

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 6 днів тому

      Thank you, SO VERY DARN MUCH, for truly caring, my dearest friend 🫂💚🫂💜🫂! I honestly can not tell you JUST HOW MUCH your words and your genuinely lovely heart mean to me. THANK YOU!!! 🥰🎶🥰🩵

  • @skylarstevens5056
    @skylarstevens5056 8 днів тому

    Thank God for the good few. That police women may have saved your life. Thank you for being so smart, amazing, and articulate. You are unbelievably helpful

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 6 днів тому

      Thank you, dear-dear friend, for your BEAUTIFUL words within this amazingly kind and heartfelt message! 🫂🥰🩵🎶

  • @monstana
    @monstana 9 днів тому

    Hello human and sloth friend! I hear some deep vibration from your voice that feels very earthy and grounded. Even though you didn‘t feel that way, something beautiful shifted in you and your energy it seems. May you be supported well. Take care! And hang in there. 🦥😉 Anna

  • @alienjjj
    @alienjjj 9 днів тому

    this video got recommend to me once again and I cant be happier seeing you happy Daniel❤

  • @GuvnaDnBonPC
    @GuvnaDnBonPC 9 днів тому

    Sounds like you got a really cool neighbour. I would love a neighbour to have fun with like that, mine are just your normal ol boring ones. Keep on keeping on Daniel👊

  • @DivergentDiviner
    @DivergentDiviner 10 днів тому

    man, i'm really glad i found you. bless you.

  • @pedrobernardo5887
    @pedrobernardo5887 10 днів тому

    Keep up the good work Daniel. You are an awesome human being❤

  • @BigMountainSunshine
    @BigMountainSunshine 11 днів тому

    Hi, I've been a long time viewer. I'm so proud of you. You're such an inspiration. I've finally decided, thanks to you, that I'm gonna try ketamine. I want to get out of my prison as well. You look like a completely different man after that stay. You can do this, and I know that you won't fail.

  • @tilsker7561
    @tilsker7561 11 днів тому

    If it's any consolation dude, if I was up for 130 hours straight, I'm pretty sure I'd be hallucinating as well lol. Hope you're feeling better brother.

  • @shikhar2327
    @shikhar2327 11 днів тому

    Have you tried a carnivore diet? Its helped me with my insomnia.

  • @julianfermin8020
    @julianfermin8020 12 днів тому

    I am very glad for you... In one of your last videos you spoke about the feel of emptyness and how people hide it..... I really connected with that. God bless you

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 6 днів тому

      Thank you so much for your kind message and for your courage to share your own experience; thank you dear friend! 🫂🫂🫂🫂

  • @StoutShako
    @StoutShako 12 днів тому

    Mental health is a marathon, not a sprint. I only have problems with depression, and I can often go through spirals and think, "Well this time is it for sure. I'll never recover -- why bother struggling against this raging storm." Just keep going. Also I'm so sorry you were treated so badly by the cops! We have such a problem with over-policing in this country.

  • @79xlm
    @79xlm 13 днів тому

    I love you Daniel you've been a big help ever since I watched your video cuz I don't feel alone anymore, wishing u nothing but the best!!!!! we love you!!!!!

  • @sas.quatch
    @sas.quatch 13 днів тому

    i love this video. it brings good vibes 🥰

  • @sas.quatch
    @sas.quatch 13 днів тому

    hi! i watched your story from sbsk's channel and i'm truly inspired by your progress and determination. keep up the good work and you always have a good day. i love your harmonica playing, it soothes my soul. love from the philippines ❤️

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 13 днів тому

      Thank you so much, dear friend, for your BEAUTIFUL message and support. They mean more to my heart and soul than I could EVER properly or adequately express to you through words alone. So I'm sending you many internet hugs right this moment!! 💜 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

    • @sas.quatch
      @sas.quatch 13 днів тому

      @@danielnepveux97E *hugs you back*

  • @brandonwarner876
    @brandonwarner876 13 днів тому

    Daniel, I found you through SBSK and am cheering for you every step of the way! A loved one of mine has schizophrenia amongst other diagnoses and they are finding their way just as you are. Thank you for sharing your journey, in all of its reality. It helps me to open my heart and receive the truth of the world and the people in it. Much love to you, Daniel. ❤

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 13 днів тому

      Thank you so VERY DARN MUCH for your wonderful words of support, dear friend! 💚🫂💚

  • @monika2745
    @monika2745 14 днів тому

    Bro I’m so happy to see you! Man, you keep up the good fight. We are all here for you

  • @LJkittycat
    @LJkittycat 14 днів тому

    This makes me cry tears of joy because, I have a lot of different disorders the main ones being autism, anxiety and ptsd and i constantly hate myself and am unhappy, luckily I have an amazing boyfriend who also has autism and adhd and helps me and we support each other but I still struggle every day and I wish I was normal so people wouldn’t make fun of me or my partner but knowing that I’m not alone and that even though I don’t have the same disorder as you, I can still relate to parts of what you explained in your interviews with Chris. I now have a UA-cam channel of my own where I create art videos and I raise awareness for mental illness and I’m so happy to see someone like me is doing the same thing and sharing what you experience with everyone. You make my heart happy and I wish you nothing but the best. P.s. I’m sorry if what I say isn’t worded that well, communication is difficult for me. Also I love your poetry

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 13 днів тому

      Thank you dear dear friend!! Your words of support and relatability mean more to me than I can say; THANK YOU, FRIEND! ♥️🫂💚🫂💜🫂♥️

  • @Verrier3
    @Verrier3 16 днів тому

    I just have to mention this beautiful garden! I wish I had one like that!

  • @Verrier3
    @Verrier3 16 днів тому

    Dear Daniel, I wanted to let you know that your videos help me a lot and I'm always happy to see something new on your channel! Thank you for being there!

  • @stephaniesmith4664
    @stephaniesmith4664 16 днів тому

    They are bad this year and so are the ants!!!

  • @stephaniesmith4664
    @stephaniesmith4664 16 днів тому

    Just love ya man ... I already know the Lord has you.... Your still here... Life huh lol.... That coma stuff is horrible I have two people in my life who have experienced it ..

  • @joudg4023
    @joudg4023 16 днів тому

    You are incredible! I have been enjoying your content so much ❤ keep up the good work!

  • @gkhan02
    @gkhan02 16 днів тому

    Man I live in Texas too and I’ve heard of stories like this and it is absolutely heartbreaking. I rly want to look more into mental disorders and help people. Thank you Daniel for making such a change in my life. Also u have a real talent for writing poems and harmonica playing ❤

  • @gkhan02
    @gkhan02 16 днів тому

    Btw i love your front yard/backyard, it’s so cool how u have a lot of objects and vines and stuff

  • @gkhan02
    @gkhan02 16 днів тому

    I just watched your interview with Chris, and the first thing I thought was I want to give this man a hug so bad. I have a hard time understanding people with mental disorders such as yours but the way you worded it in the interview allowed me to understand it a lot better. The amount of strength you have to be going through this is crazy. I look up to you and I think you are amazing! You have such a great outlook on life. You are strong, you are amazing, and you are loved ❤ stay great Daniel!

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 16 днів тому

      🫂🫡Thank you so so so very much for your INCREDIBLY kind message of support, dear friend!🫂🫡

  • @StoutShako
    @StoutShako 17 днів тому

    We love to see our king winning!!! 🥰🥰🥰

  • @mettemather4931
    @mettemather4931 17 днів тому

  • @chloerenaud-ouellette5674
    @chloerenaud-ouellette5674 18 днів тому

    Hugging you. ❤

  • @chloerenaud-ouellette5674
    @chloerenaud-ouellette5674 18 днів тому

    Wow just wow.

  • @stephanieswallow4828
    @stephanieswallow4828 18 днів тому

    I feel your soul in my soul everytime i watch this . Everything about you is beautiful. Thank you sir, for sharing this little glimpse into who you are . It always brings me a happiness that only you can create.

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 16 днів тому

      Wow....thank you so darn much for this beautiful message 🫂💜🫂. To learn that my silly, weird, and often nonsensical videos actually DO bring you, and hopefully others, genuine happiness....well that truly lifts both my HEART and SOUL with immeasurable happiness and love! So TRULY...... Thank you, from the very bones of my love and appreciation! Thank you! 💜🫂🥰💜🫂

  • @StoutShako
    @StoutShako 18 днів тому

    Kibbies are the best!

  • @ttforestsatyrtt
    @ttforestsatyrtt 18 днів тому

    Does no one else come back to these videos?🥺This man’s a legend…this world does not deserve such a kind-hearted, caring, loving person such as himself. I’m sure with any problem that I would have, he would give the absolute best advice anyone could give. A truly genuine soul.

    • @danielnepveux97E
      @danielnepveux97E 16 днів тому

      I GENUINELY do not have ANY idea of how to PROPERLY express my absolute THANKS, LOVE, and APPRECIATION for your immeasurably kind and incredible message of support. 🫂🫂💚🫂🫂 💜🫂🫂🫂💜 💖💖🫂💖💖 THANK YOU, my DEAR DEAR FRIEND, for your loving heart and message. Simply......THANK YOU.

    • @ttforestsatyrtt
      @ttforestsatyrtt 16 днів тому

      @@danielnepveux97E You are so welcome!!!!💚You are a light to this world..✨And it is absolutely my pleasure😊🫂I would not be here without you! And I cannot wait for your next livestream!!! You’re AWESOME DANIEL💚💚

  • @StoutShako
    @StoutShako 19 днів тому

    Hello! I'm new after watching your first and second interviews on SBSK, and I knew I had to look up your channel and check up on you. Life is hard and very unfair a lot of the time, but just know you're always worthy of love, kindness, respect, and understanding, no matter what your brain might try to convince you of!